Went Back Home.

Though I'm late for one day. Merry Christmas!

I'm back in Indonesia since 23rd of December which is a bit disappointing, because I really wanted to try to spend Christmas in Japan. Even though I know that I'd had been working all through to the 3rd of January. Because, hell, who would want to spend this two big days alone. So most people go out and just have a great dinner, with friends or lover.

So that means business goes chaotic.

But here I am, in back in home, feeling nostalgic as the mosquitoes irks around me with me staring at the computer screen, looking here and there about the universities I'd go into. And feeling sluggish due to the weariness after doing my jogging routine that I haven't done since forever.

This is gonna be a restless holiday.
And a shaky ride is waiting in the store.

Ah, One more. I've started going out with a certain girl recently.
Or probably not. (?) lol.
Actually I'm not really sure about the present situation, which is I'm gonna be writing for the future posts.

Picdose 12/10

Let the Balls roll

Picdose 12/8

A breather

Tomorrow...

JLPT test is tomorrow. Even though I've prepared for it to some extent, I just couldn't help to feel anxious now that the real thing is standing up in front of me. Why? because I am taking a test that as far as I know, would take a year for a person studying Japanese from zero. And here I am taking it in half a year with me playing around. LOL. It's going to be fun.

  

Thanks to the hurdles I went through last month due to EJU exam, I feel that I've lvled up in the arts of "not giving a f*ck" whenever I feel fit. I feel that I'm that type of person who just can't stop worrying. I worry about everything. About this night's dinner, about my laundries, about tomorrow's sale day... well, mainly about my future. As much as I know that I can't possibly know what's waiting in the store for me tomorrow... I didn't understand a bit, that worrying made me couldn't see straight what's important right then.

I was confused on what university should I choose, still am. But switching my thought to 'give no f*ck' state made me see things clearer. I felt a whole lot better and studying became a lot lighter.

Although I practically had given up on the results.

I'll just leave tomorrow's problems to the tomorrow's me - One Punch Man (Saitama)

Well today I'm going to study with a close friend. Last prep. Last Spurt.

Mata ne!

Picdose 12/3

Picdose 12/2

Picdose 1st December

Lean.