Tomorrow...

JLPT test is tomorrow. Even though I've prepared for it to some extent, I just couldn't help to feel anxious now that the real thing is standing up in front of me. Why? because I am taking a test that as far as I know, would take a year for a person studying Japanese from zero. And here I am taking it in half a year with me playing around. LOL. It's going to be fun.

  

Thanks to the hurdles I went through last month due to EJU exam, I feel that I've lvled up in the arts of "not giving a f*ck" whenever I feel fit. I feel that I'm that type of person who just can't stop worrying. I worry about everything. About this night's dinner, about my laundries, about tomorrow's sale day... well, mainly about my future. As much as I know that I can't possibly know what's waiting in the store for me tomorrow... I didn't understand a bit, that worrying made me couldn't see straight what's important right then.

I was confused on what university should I choose, still am. But switching my thought to 'give no f*ck' state made me see things clearer. I felt a whole lot better and studying became a lot lighter.

Although I practically had given up on the results.

I'll just leave tomorrow's problems to the tomorrow's me - One Punch Man (Saitama)

Well today I'm going to study with a close friend. Last prep. Last Spurt.

Mata ne!